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Jessmin Low Zhijun
9th Febuary 1988
jessmin24@hotmail.com
Bukit Timah - HillCrest
Forever 21 this year <3

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When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

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Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

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Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

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If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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Sunday, April 29, 2007
Moody...

My mood swing is getting from bad to worst...

I really dun know whether the problem lies with me?
I dun think i having enough attention from you...
We seems to be drawing apart...
I dun feel good at all..

You dun know what i want...
You dun know how i feel...
I think i have to high hopes on you that's why I'm feeling hurt...
I dun get what i expect from you..

You no longer care and dote me like you use to do..
You are no longer caring and sweet...
We are living each day in cold misery...

Can't you see something is bothering me??
Can't you see i want something from you??
Can't you see i need your attention...

Where is the old Ernest??
Where is my super hero bf??
Where is my sweet and caring bf??

You once promise me ...
- You will always be there for me.
- You promise to always care for me...
- You promise to always dote on me..
- You promise me you will be different..
- You promise me you will love me to the fullest...

Why are you not doing what you have promise...
There is so many things i wanna tell you..
There is so many things i want you to hear..
But you are no longer there..

All i can do now is cry myself to bed every night..
Thinking about our past..
Thinking about moments that we spent together...

I'm losing faith.. I'm losing myself...
Can't you see that I'm struggling ...
Can't you see ???

I'm totally lost now...
Why do ppl have to change...
Time really will change a person...
I wish time would have stop on 19.02.07..

The 1st time you kissed me..
The first time you say " I WANT YOU "
I want time to stop...

I'm going crazy very soon...
I'm losing control of myself...

I hate Myself..
I'm such a weakling ..

I wanna be strong from now on...

My heart is going to be dead soon...

P.s
Jieying, Debbie, Gina... I miss you guys alot...
Tell me what to do...
I'm starting to be what i'm not...
I'm losing myself very soon...
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