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Jessmin Low Zhijun
9th Febuary 1988
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Friday, May 11, 2007
Responsibility

I tried once again to solve this relationship between the both of us...

He said he love me.. He said love me very much..
He said there was no one between us and he said that he still love me alot..
He said he still love me even till now that we have broken up...

He said he wanted to break up because he need time for himself..
Like Studies, Work, Exam, Family, Soccer and His Dad...
He said he Love me but he can't be together with me now...

I TOLD HIM I AM WILLING TO GIVE HIM TIME OF HIS OWN .. I AM WILLING TO UNDERSTAND HIM.. I'M WILLING TO BE THERE FOR HIM...
but he only say he is SORRY AND HE WANNA BE FRIENDS!

He say he that he is confuse now...

Here i am sitting on my bed..
Thinking about what he said over and over again...
I really dun see any sense in it...

He said he LOVE me But he is CONFUSE..
I told him that we should solve this problem together...
I told him that If he really love me, he should be fair to me...
I told him that we should face all problems together no matter what happens...
ALL he said was " I"M SORRY , LETS BE FRIENDS "...

There i am drowning in my own tears...
Thinking about what is wrong??]

How could someone say " I LOVE YOU " to me ...
Yet dun wanna solve things out with me?
How could someone say " I LOVE YOU " but at the same time tell me he's confuse?

He make me believe in LOVE by telling me that not everyone is the same..
But yet he hurts me even deeper by leaving me a
" BREAK UP WITH NO REASON "
He once make me a promise and he broke it ..
Now he has hurt me deeply with this broken promised...

All he can say now is :
" HE DUN WANNA BE TOGETHER AND ONLY WANNA BE FRIENDS " BUT
" HE STILL LOVES ME "

i'm really going bonkers with all this sentences going through my mind..
Over and over again...
Everything just dun make sense to me at all..
But at least i really tried my very BEST in sustaining this relationship..
I can only say :
I HAD LOVED THE WRONG GUY ONCE AGAIN!!! and I WAS FOOLISH BECAUSE I DID SOMETHING THAT I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE DOING IN THE FIRST PLACE...

He say he just wanna be friends and i respect his decision...
I tried my very best in doing what i can...

Since he wanna only be friends than
i hereby agree with him..
From now onwards WE will only be friends and nothing much more...
All the past that we once had will we totally erased from my memories...
Good Bye Ernest Tang .. So Long !!!
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