i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.

When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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♥Bryan♥
♥BeyondFashion♥
♥Debbie♥
♥Dino♥
♥Geegee♥
♥Jie Ying♥
♥Justina♥
♥Jessica♥
♥Jermaine♥
♥Kelly♥
♥Kerlyn♥
♥Kaili♥
♥Kenny♥
♥Kelly kong♥
♥Kristine♥
♥Lorenzo♥
♥Louise♥
♥Paula♥
♥Valerie♥
♥YaPing♥
♥Yuan Ting♥
CREDITS
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

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I'm still staying at my cousin's place...
I have been really confuse this days ...

My cousin keep telling me that : " what is happening in your life right now is all your own doing ... It's all your own fault and stuff like that ..."
No one seems to understand what i'm thinking or how i'm feeling ...
No one seems to be on my side...

I'M JUST TRYING TO BE HAPPY IN MY LIFE ...
Why can't anyone understand me ??
It's not totally my fault BUT i also didn't say that it's not my fault...
I think both party is to blame ...

Working is really tiring man ...
The pub job totally sucks ...
Debbie and i are looking for another job...

My poor Debbie darling got bully by her STUPID BOSS...

I'm really tired because of working ...
My life is just work and work ...
Sometimes I'm so confuse that i just can't stop crying ...
Nobody understand how i feel...

I really do miss home and miss my old life ...
Where i don't need to worry about anything at all...
Where i got people to serve when i get home ...
I miss everything at home ...
BUT i really wanna prove them wrong that i can earn my own money ...
I"M REALLY CONFUSE ... I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE !!
Even my cousin thinks what I'm doing is wrong ...

But do anyone ever had that kind of feeling that everyone at home look down on you, just because you're too pampered?? Everyone thinks that i can't make it and i will eventually give up and move back home ... I dunno what i want right now ...
Should i just give up or should i stick to my point of view and prove them wrong ?? What is RIGHT and what is WRONG ?? I really don't know ....

Tomorrow morning I'm doing opening again... Another long day at work ...
I need to look for another night job because i gave up the pub job ...
Stupid China Boss ...

Maybe i should look for a full-time day job together with my Debbie darling ...
I need a life man , A right kind of life...
I'm trying really hard to make my life meaningful and right ...

May god bless me with the right mindset and show me the right path in my life ...
I need a light or a sign to tell me what to do or what i should do ...

My Cousin is out with his friends and I'm all alone in the room ...
Really bored, moody, depressed, sad and stress... Plus super tired ....

I have been smoking really badly this few days ever since i moved out from home.
At least 1pack a day ... All i can do is sit alone and smoke downstairs...
Supporting myself is really a very hard job...

I need a break from everything in my life ... I'm really going to break down soon ...