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Jessmin Low Zhijun
9th Febuary 1988
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If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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Thursday, December 27, 2007
A Total Different Kind Of Life

I've moved out of my place ...
The place i once call home ...
I left my beautiful home, my bed and my room ...

I'm now staying with my cousin at his place...
Learning how to lead a total different kind of life ...
I'm now sharing a room together with him ...
But when he goes back to camp , I'll have the room all to myself ...
I just bought a pillow and bolster yesterday ...
Now i waiting for a bed...

I starting to get use to this kind of life ...
Where i have to look after myself..
I have to depend on myself for everything cause there is no one to look after me ...
My aunt and uncle have to work so i have to be responsible for the place ...

I have just found a new full time job at a bar at Orchard ...
Going to start work later at 7pm ...
Debbie and Victoria will be working together with me ...
The only differences is they are both part time BUT I'm full time ...

I will have to work at Benefit from morning till evening ..
Then come over to the bar to work from 6.30pm to 2.30 am ...
Then the same goes for the next day ...
I dunno how tired I'm going to be but i will try to really work hard ...

I'm very prepared to fail 2 papers..
Yesterday was the third paper and i only use 30mins to write my name
and i fall asleep during the paper... Tml is my last paper and I'm working tonight..

I dunno how am i going to live my life right now and i dunno what is the right
kind of life right now ... All i wanna do is work and prove to THEM that I'm not
that useless and i don't need to depend on them for everything...
I will work and earn my own money and i will not be a pampered princess anymore like i use to be ...

My cousin is coming back from camp tonight and I'm back to the very hard bed ...
HOPE that peter can get me my bed later ... He is trying really find to find a bed
for me...

This few days ever since i moved out ... Peter has been helping my alot ...
Helping Debbie, Victoria and I find a job at his friend bar ...
Helping me move my stuff from my place to my cousin's place ..
Helping me get pillow and bolster from Taka ...
Helping me get pillow and bolster case ...
Helping me look for a bed ...
Driving me to work ...
Bringing me and Victoria out to cheer me up ...
Lots and Lots more ...

Thank alot peter ... Thanks for all your help this few days ...
You are really a great friend...
Oh Peter is my Primary School Best Friend ...

Anyway my life is in a very big mess right now ...
But I'm trying really hard to make things right ...

Christmas Count Down ...
Meet up with Victoria, Jan , Randy , Serene, Victor, Jun Long, GeeGee, Han Rong, Ah De , San Jiu and Many more of their friends ...
We went to a Gay Pub and had lots of fun there ...
Then the next day Went to Harris House ( Cousin's Friend ) to celebrate Christmas ... Had a Great meal... I Love Christmas Food ...

New Year Is Coming and I'm Starting to miss home abit ...
I'm thinking how is very one at home ...
I Miss my Sister (Jeanette ) , my maid ( Rinie ), my parents ...
Just finish talking to my maid ...

Alot of photos and been taken but i really dunno how to use my cousin's com
to upload my pics...

P.s Thanks alot people ...
Thanks for helping me all this while when I'm facing alot of problems and trouble ...
I Love you guys so much ...
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