i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.

When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

♥Bryan♥
♥BeyondFashion♥
♥Debbie♥
♥Dino♥
♥Geegee♥
♥Jie Ying♥
♥Justina♥
♥Jessica♥
♥Jermaine♥
♥Kelly♥
♥Kerlyn♥
♥Kaili♥
♥Kenny♥
♥Kelly kong♥
♥Kristine♥
♥Lorenzo♥
♥Louise♥
♥Paula♥
♥Valerie♥
♥YaPing♥
♥Yuan Ting♥
CREDITS
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

ARCHIVES
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
August 2010
September 2010
January 2011
February 2011

Suddenly this thought just come to me ...
1. What do i want in my life now / Future ??
2. How do i want to lead my life ??
3. What kind of guy am i going to marry in the future ??
4. How much must i earn in order for me to support myself in future ??
5. What kind of job do i actually want ??
6. Am i going to continue studying ??

I don't know what is wrong with me right now ...
Just feeling god damn moody and bored ...
I have been doing nothing for the past few days ...
All i did was eat and play mahjong ....
Totally meaningless and bored ...

I'm going to start work this Friday ...
My shift is from 3pm till 11pm ...
I wonder how am i going to cope as I've not been working for pretty long ...
Miss working life style ...
At least I'm doing something and it seems more meaningful to me ...
PLUS i get to see money coming in ...
I have lots and lots of bill to pay ...

Tomorrow should be a better day for me i guess ...
I'm going to meet Victoria and Elisa for lunch ...
Then Victoria and Elisa is going to accompany me to my dentist at 2.45pm ..
Then we are going to do some shopping in town ...

I should be attending singing lessons again on Thursday ...
I have not been attending lessons for a month ...
I really miss Fang laoshi and i miss my singing lessons ....

I should really go pick up a hobby or something...
I keep feeling empty and i really don't know what is wrong with me ...
I'm back home now and i can't get to sleep at night ...
It's been sleeping pills and flu pills for me every night and day ...
It does feel good cause it makes me really high BUT i feel sick ...
I'm always hungry an i have graving for food like every mintue ...

I need to fix my body time back ...
I can't get to sleep unless it's in the morning or unless i take pills ...
Good to hear i've not been smoking at all today ....
AND i didn't feel like smoking at all ....

I miss my precious darlings - Irene aka Jie Ying , Gina , Debbie , Kazuno aka Zhen Xi , Ji Zhong , Victor and .....

I miss school life, I miss Vanessa, Jan, Elisa, Victoria, Jessica, ---k and so many more ....
With school at least i still have a goal in my life ...
Without school life is just different ....

OHHH, I miss Matthew aka Shun Foong tooo ...
He owe me 1 dinner and 2 movies ...

p.s Dear Justin ( Cousin )
Thanks alot my dear cousin ...
Please take good care of yourself ...
Don't misunderstand what i said that day ...
I really don't mean it that way ...

I suddenly feel like singing ...
I suddenly feel like going swimming and jogging ...
I suddenly feel like eating ice cream and chocolates ...