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Jessmin Low Zhijun
9th Febuary 1988
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Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

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Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

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If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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Saturday, September 27, 2008
Heartache

Today is the worst day ever.

Firstly today i found out that my parents bought
my sister a CHANEL necklace and ear ring behind
my back again.
I confronted them but they denied that they bought it for her.

Secondly, i found out that someone i trusted so much
betrayed my trust.
I treated her as my good friend yet i came to know so many things
behind the scene.

who should i trust? how would he know so many things things about me ?
You are the only one i pour my whole heart too!

I really do not know what to do and what to say to anyone right now !

I dun know who to trust anymore.

Everyone i trusted and love keep hurting me again and again behind my back.

I hate my life and i hate myself !!

I hate everything that is happening in my life right now !

I really need sometime to cool things off...

I need a break from everything right now !!

I will never trust my parents again !!
No matter what they do are all lies and rubbish!!
I will not be a fool anymore .

I shall not trust everyone so easily ..
Bf is right, not everyone can be trusted.
The most important thing is i am happy !!

I should live my life to the fullest .
I shall make myself happy everyday !!

P.s - I am not angry with you. I am just disappointed with you .
Cause you betrayed my trust again and again.
I really dunno what to say to you right now !!
12:06 AM