i know it's supposed to be: it's never too late to apologize, so don't try to be a smarty-ass by correcting me.

When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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♥Bryan♥
♥BeyondFashion♥
♥Debbie♥
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♥Jie Ying♥
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♥Kaili♥
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♥Kelly kong♥
♥Kristine♥
♥Lorenzo♥
♥Louise♥
♥Paula♥
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♥YaPing♥
♥Yuan Ting♥
CREDITS
FONTS. swimchick
IMAGE. as credited.
CODES. shotgun
DESIGNER. sheryl

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As usual i got myself into trouble again,tomorrow morning i will be meeting my boss at 10am in the office..
I think this time she is really very unhappy with me because of my frequent Mcs...
I just dunno how to be open to her, i do not want to stay in this company of mine anymore.
I want to change my job but i totally can't just leave because I'll have to pay a penalty of $5000.
I really wish she could fire me, this way i do not have to pay the penalty at all.

I really bored at tired of my job and my life, i do not know what i want to do either. I just want to take a break from everything.
I have been falling sick very very frequently, my flu, sore throat, fever, headache, backache and etc keeps coming back to me everyday.
I do not know if want to go back to school or do i just wanna change my job.

I miss the old me, i miss my friends and i miss my life very badly.
All i do now a days is sleep and work.. I find life really boring at the rate I'm going.

Ji zhong keep laughing at me,telling me I'm stupid...
He said that i should not have sign that contract in the very beginning.

I still have another 6 months before my contracts ends with my current company but i really can't wait for another 6months. I want to leave this company immediately.

Kelvin can not understand why i suddenly hate my job so much neither can i?
I just hate my job suddenly and I'm dragging myself to work everyday.
I hate this kind of feelings, where i have to drag myself to work,doing something that i hate doing,being force to do something i do not like.

My temper has been getting from bad to worst now a days.
I have been quarreling with kelvin almost everyday now.
Everything he does seems wrong to me and everything i do seems to be wrong to myself too.
I'm very unhappy with myself and i'm very unhappy with everyone around me and everything around me.

I really do not know how to fix my current suitation at all.
I feel very stuck and lost in the middle of a cross road, dunno which way to go.
I do not know what to do and what is the correct thing to do now!

I'm like an unhappy and Grumpy little girl right now. Throwing my temper everyday at everyone, Screaming and shouting, yelling and grumbling ...

Lost and confused ...