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Jessmin Low Zhijun
9th Febuary 1988
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When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

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Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

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Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

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If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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Saturday, May 30, 2009
Looking for jobs

I'm not in the right state of mind now,just got back from Vicky's place. Super tired shag.
Went to meet up with Vicky and Lizzy to catch up on stuff that has been happening in our life recently.
I had a very good lecture from Lizzy about my attitude towards my jobs and life.
( She seriously have a good point but i just dun like my job anymore. )
Lizzy and Vicky was helping me looking for jobs online and teaching me how to do my resume.

I only notice now that it is very hard to look for a job right now due to the economic crisis.
Plus i have no qualifications at all, i only have a O level cert.
( I only pass my English and Chinese )
I did both my Mass Communications and Business Studies half way.
( Meaning i have NO DIPLOMA at all )
Plus i have no experiences at all.
There is no good job available for someone like me.

What am i going to do when my company really fire me?
Where am i going to go?
What kind of jobs am i looking for?
What kind of jobs do not need Qualifications and experience ?
How much salary at i expecting myself to get?
Am i going to find another job that i really like?
There is so many other fresh Grad looking for jobs too.

There is so many thoughts running through my mind right now.
I seriously do not know how to help myself at all.
I regretted not finishing my studies and dropped out half way in every course i took in the past.
Now i like stuck, going neither here nor there.
There is no choice of jobs i like in Job Streets or any online search.

I really do not know what to do.
Why is it so hard for me to find a job that i like ?

Does it really got to do with my character and attitude towards life?
Does it really got to do with my behaviour towards stuffs that i face ?
I really do not know what to do to help myself right now.

I can't go back to school cause i'm too old.
I can't retake my O levels because i'm also too old and i do not have time.
I can't take any course anymore because my parents is not going to pay for any of my school fees.
I can't think of a solution to any of my problems right now.

Someone please help me, tell me what schould i do!
I totally need help right now!
Help ! Help ! Help ! Help !
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