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Jessmin Low Zhijun

9th Febuary 1988

jessmin24@hotmail.com

Bukit Timah - HillCrest

Forever 21 this year <3

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When I see you, the world stops as if the only purpose in life was for me to please you.

Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.

Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.

If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.

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Sunday, February 21, 2010

4 days 3 nights !

Baby is going to book in tomorrow morning and he will be away for 4 days 3 nights!
I know this is not the first time he has been away but i just can't bear to be alone. The thought of walking home alone at night, the thought of no late night phone calls, the thought of no movies during the weekends, the thought of no morning calls in the morning makes me really sad and empty.
Baby keep saying i should be used to it by now but why am i still like that??
Instead I'm getting from bad to worst. I no longer know how to control my emotions!

I'm feeling a little unhappy and angry at this very moment at the same time I'm feeling very disappointed and upset.
I can totally feel that my heart is being torn into 2 pieces! I'm just feeling so empty and everything does not seems to be right!
Nothing seems to be right now a days.
Everything is going the wrong directions, everything is not smooth at all.
I'm very tired both physically and mentally.

I think i need a little something to spice up my life!
I think i need to go for a short holiday or maybe organize a BBQ !
I think i need to go relax and chill to let myself relax!

I'm going out for a walk to the place we first **** !
I need some time alone! I need some place to cool down and relax myself!
I need beers and friends!

I miss you so badly!
p.s What am i going to do without you for 4 days 3 nights??
That also means i have total freedom !!!

10:55 PM