Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.
Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.
If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.
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I'm walking home as usual! Walking this long and dark road home without jeffrey around to talk to me makes it so much harder for me! I feel so quilty towards jeffrey! I actually throw and temper and attitude on him on monday morning before he left for his out field! I know jeffrey doesn't want this as well but he can't help it either! The thought of him not being able to book out for 1month just make me very unhappy and upset, i can't help it either! Hope he understand my feelings! Deep down inside no happen how i throw my temper and attitude at him i still love him alot! Work today is so hard without jeffrey around to entertain me! I've totally lost my smile and laughter ever since jeffrey is gone! I did something really stupid today, i happen to know ji zhong is having his out field at lim chu kang as well so i called him to help me find jeffrey! Ji zhong immediately tell me off saying tat his out field is very different how would he be able to find jeffrey or even see jeffrey! I felt like such a stupid fool! I miss my baby too much,he can't blame me for doing something so stupid! Days without jeffrey around makes me realise how important and how dependent i am toward jeffrey! As usual my walk home today seems super long! Guess wat my dad just drive pass me while i'm smoking,i wonder did he see me smoking, i guess not because he did stop his car and offer to give me a ride home but i rejected his offer because i know i smell like smoke! Pray hard he didn't see me smoking if not there is going to be a super long nagging night! I miss jeffrey so badly! I told him before he left tat i'll sure lose weight while he's gone because i'm putting on way too much weight! I'm so tired due to work! I'm so physically and mentally tired! Without jeffrey around makes me feel so much worst! I know jeffrey didn't bring his phone to the fields but i just can't help but to keep calling his phone, somehow hearing his phone ring gives me some hope! I seriously know i sound really stupid! Love is blind and make people do stupid things i guess! I love you so much baby, i miss u very badly! Muackx.....
