Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never fell for anyone but you.
Forever your mine, Baby, for all of time. You'll be with me for all eternity.
If I said I adored you, I'd be lying, my dear. For I more than adore you, I long for you near.
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I've been trying to find things to do the whole morning! I clean the entire counter,clean all the lip sticks,refill every thing that is shortage in the counter just to keep myself busy with something! I've been feeling really unhappy for the past few days! I just feel weird,as though something really bad is going to happen! I seriously believe tat time can really change a person! I finally learn to keep quiet and not voice out so much! I finally learn to accept all the facts and truth that refuse to accept! I finally learn to close my eyes when i see something that i dun like! Time change me.... I guess i'm not the only person changing! I learn to be independent and to grow up in a very bad way! I learn tat not everyone can live with ur certain character or behaviour! I learn how to hold back my tears and put on a mask! I learn how to close my eyes and smile even though i'm not very happy! I accept and finally realise tat i'm not living alone, in order to blend in i've to change! Things are happening around me! I kinda miss my dears! A living thing so small and so precious yet to come into this world! If this precious thing is not meant to come into this world than why does god have to make things happen this way? Why does god have to let human suffer and live with regrets? Why does god have to make this happen again and again! I seriously believe only when u lose it than u'll realise how important it is to you! I guess it's a little too late to realise tat now! Tears are flowing inside my heart! I'm feeling so upset and confused about so many things! There is so many things that i dun understand and dunoo why? I miss those days when we're still always together,going through everything together like a family! Ever since we all grow up things started to change,we're all being force to grow up and live a life we can't choose!
