Sunday, May 2, 2010
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Today is Sunday and I'm all alone at home with my maid and my younger brother.
My parents and my sister is away at China now and will only be back on Wednesday.
The whole house is so quiet and I'm feeling so emotional right now!
Baby is leaving for his Taiwan trip in 2days time! He will be away for 25days ....
leaving on the 4th ( Tuesday ) and only coming back on the 30th ( Sunday ) !
I can't believe time really past that quickly.
it was like 2 months back when baby told me that he will be going to Taiwan in May!
I was seriously being force to accept the fact that baby will be leaving and I can't do anything about it.
Baby have to book in tonight by 9pm so he won't be meeting me at all today, which makes me really sad because that means we have 1 day less to spent time together.
Baby not meeting me, Nobody at home, I'm stuck in my room all alone.
I seriously hope the month of May will just end tomorrow! I hate the month of May...
I'm going to be so bored without baby around. We have never been apart for so long!
This is really a huge thing in our relationship!
Being away for 25days is really a very long time! I heard that baby's training in Taiwan is going to be really tough and tiring.
I know baby is really upset and stressed out.. He has a lot of things running through his mind right now and a lot of questions without an answer.
Baby is the kind of person who never opens up to anyone.
He rather keep all his problems to himself and suffer alone.
Baby has been sick for the past 2 days! He is down with a very bad flu and his temper is not very good!
I really hope he get well before leaving for his Taiwan trip!
I'm already starting to miss baby a lot!
I'm very lucky that i still have my Special Friend ( Rui Han ) around to keep me company! He promise to call me whenever he is going out and to keep me company through out the month of May! Baby's friends will never call me or ask me out when baby is not around! They find me a burden because they do not know how to answer when something happen and that makes me really sad and lonely! All I'm left with is my sisters, Girlfriends and Rui Han!
I'm really bored and lonely at home now! no one to talk too because baby is sleeping after taking his flu medicine and my brother is busy with his games, my maid is busy with the house chores!
I need a life man! I dun wanna be stuck at home alone .... I wonder what should i have for dinner tonight...
I want something different and something special!
I Love you baby <3
Have a safe trip there ad back !
Miss you lots <3
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